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Monday, May 1st, 2006
12:42 am - NEW LJ!
So just to save me the effort of going to every single one of my flist's journals and commenting on their Friends Only entries all over again ♥ I've just decided to say HEY, my new journal is [info]rinoaheartilly and if you're my friend and wish to read, then either comment I'll add you, or just add me and I'll add you back :)

This journal won't be public like this one has been... so you get the picture. And I'm really only wanting friends who'll comment. I'm sick of having people on my flist, whom I read and comment, and whom never bother to drop me a line. That all out of the way... isn't it beautiful! I'll be posting there from NOW on... this is the last post in Suicide Notes :D It's been fun. Goodybe baby! xD

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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
8:27 pm - Decisions....
Okay, I think I've come to a decision regarding my domain name! It's a close call between tragic-princess.net and dalmasca.org and ... no that's pretty much it unless someone else can come up with something else xD ♥ I must say, I like dalmasca because it's short and FFXII orientated. But then I like tragic-princess because every character I ever seem to feel an affiliation with in fantasy, both books and videogames, is a tragic princess, literally, or heroine who is in some way associated with being a princess. Be it literal royalty, or say, a princess of the people, or a princess of the heart.

And let's face it! All my shrines are to tragic female characters! So... I'm pretty certain my mind is made up. I remember the first domain I ever wanted and you know what that was? tragic-angel Very close and similar neh? Okay, so dalmasca is ruled out. It's either tragic-princess.net or tragic-angel.net (I'm in a .NET mood once again, it's been a while. My last, say four domains, I think, have been .ORG :P)

Please, I ask again for your votes! :D

When I get my new domain, I'll be changing all my contact information and TFL information. Which will be fun, fun, fun xD *cough* not.

current mood: complacent

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9:57 am - HELP!
I want either an FFXII or KH2 domain name. So far these are my options, feel free to add some PLEASE!

  • tragic-princess.net/org/com
  • dalmasca.org/com (net taken)
  • twilight-reveries.net/org/com
  • olette.net (org/com taken)
  • penelo.org (net/com taken)
  • ashe-banalgan.net/org/com

    And secondly, I've decided to go by my alias online from now on, to distinguish between my two realities. Online I am Ashe. Offline I'm Katie. Got it? All happy. Thirdly, my new LJ will be [info]ashe_banalgan once I get it up, and my new gmail is ashe.banalgan@gmail.com okay? :)

    ----

    EDIT: Of course you can use my Rolette icons on 'Our Sky', [info]omame! ♥

    current mood: calm
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    Saturday, April 29th, 2006
    4:22 pm - Woo! <3
    I made a new journal. I'm really happy with the name and was like WHOA I can't believe that's not taken! xD So I'll get it up when my layout block takes a holiday ^-^ mmkay?

    PS: I totally need help with coming up with a domain name Y__Y;; [info]frenzyheart is being an amazing wifey and buying me one to replace fd.org seeing as I'm tired of the name. So list away! Anything gaming/dark/artistic considered :D ♥

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    1:14 pm - ZOMFG ARGHHHH!
    OMG. [info]yuffie_kisaragi is SO coming to Australia to party with me!!! *SPAZ* I can hardly stop bouncing!

    current mood: chipper

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    12:46 pm - Newwwwssss
    New layout for Suicide Notes coming soon... still tossing up whether I should keep this journal or make a new one. Not sure whether I'm sick of [info]rinoa_caraway yet. I seem to have a minor layout block at the moment to boot.

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    10:43 am - Domain Expiring...
    And when I thought things couldn't get any worse? FataldesireORG expires in 15 days time :(

    I have no way of buying a new domain, so I have no idea what to do with all my sites. *sigh* Looks like it's back to playing the hosting game Y___Y;;

    current mood: miserable

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    12:00 am - Road To Recovery...
    Thankyou to my friends for your love, prayers and support through out these past few months. Especially recently with my surgery; you have no idea how much it's all meant to me. Knowing I have friends like yous makes every day worth waking up to. I love you all.

    After surgery, my blood pressure was very low, and continues to be at the moment. The nurses and doctors said I have to have a minimum of 7-10 days recovery time. I'm supposed to sleep as much as possible, and spend my time elevated in a dark room, as to prevent the horrid motion sickness that comes with having your tonsils out. I've been feeling terribly dizzy and light headed.

    In fact, I feel like I'm going to faint right now. So I'm going to go. Will update when I can...

    current mood: sick

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    Thursday, April 27th, 2006
    10:22 pm - Back From Hospital + Photos! :D
    First things first! My Tonsilectomy went well :) I went into South Perth Hospital yesterday at 10.30am and had my operation at around 4pm. When given the anaesthetic, I managed to count back from 100 to 89 before I passed out :D woot! I woke up in my ward at about 6pm and felt fine. Ben came to visit me, as did the rest of my family, dad, mum and Suzie. It was so nice to have them there with me. The pain I've experienced is practically nothing compared to what my tonsils gave me! So all is fantastic on that front. If you like, you can take a look at ME while in hospital :P my dad's a weirdo xD

    Picture time! Here's a couple photos from Erin's engagement/wedding: Katie! Ben! Ben and Katie! The Family! And last but not least, a photo of Me and Ben, from Suzie's 16th birthday ^_^ Neat huh? That's enough to keep you all happy for a while I think! *blissful grin*

    So all in all, I'm feeling excellent. I'm happy, the pain is minimal and in a week or so I can start working and everything in my life will slowly, but surely, begin to fall into place! ^^;; *bounces away*


    current mood: cheerful

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    Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
    8:05 am - SURGERY O_O
    Two hours from now, I have to be in hospital to get my tonsils removed. Hopefully all will go well and there won't be any complications. Wish me luck, neh? ^-^ I'm a little nervous, but I suppose that's nothing the anaesthetic won't put me to sleep over :P ...I have to go shower before mum picks me up, because there's just no way I'm showering in a hospital! Yuck.

    Bye everyone, I love you's! ♥ ♥ ♥

    Be safe in the US, Smash, I'm missing you.

    current mood: cold and nervous but alright

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    Monday, April 24th, 2006
    3:04 pm - Tonsilectomy and Travel!
    This Wednesday the 26th, at 10.30am I'm going into South Perth Hospital for a Tonsilectomy. After all these months, I'll finally have my damnable tonsils cut out! *celebrates* Apparently it's going to hurt alot, afterwards, once the anaesthetic wears off, but it can't be nearly as painful as what I've had to put up with. A week or two of agony, in exchange for never having to worry about tonsils again? A perfect deal, if I dare say.

    Not only am I having surgery, which I consider a pretty big event; but my best friend in the entire universe, Ashlee aka Smash, is going to over to the U.S soon! She's going to see her lover boy ♥ I'll miss her so much :( I don't see her a lot as it is, these days, but seeing her off at the airport, and knowing she's not in the same country as me, is going to set me off crying for God only knows how long. I hate airports. They're so sad. But when she returns in 3 weeks, it'll all be REALLY happy! In fact, she better be wary o_O I'm going to pounce-tackle-rape her when she gets back! xD

    And in random news, my online buddy Larien now owns Arwen's sword, Hadhafang! How neat is that? ^_^ Personally, if I could own any LOTR weapon, it'd be Narsil, or Legolas's twin blades :D *mega sqwee* That's it for now! I have to race off and shower, take three damn driving tests and clean up a little before Ben gets home! Eeep!

    EDIT: It's now 4.06pm and I still haven't done what I said I would! Damn procrastination! :P I half blame my sister, she called to have chat with me xD *runs away*

    current mood: pensive

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    Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
    12:46 pm - WOWZERS :O
    That engagement party? Turned into an impromptu wedding! I couldn't believe it! Erin and Derek got married then and there! It was obviously planned in private, but NO ONE knew! We all thought it was just like the invite said, an engagement party ^-^ it was just so sweet, with all their family there :) I nearly cried twice. When they first announced it, and then when they said 'I do'.

    We stayed at the wedding party for three and half hours, then went to Sues birthday. We all got drunk, but it was great. It wasn't oblivion pissed, it was just fun and conversation. I did however end up being taken to bed at Mic's by Ben. I hurled in a bucket and Ben took a photo of me! Y-Y;; *shakes fist* :P it's actually rather comical. Me sitting there, head over a bucket, hair obscuring my face xD

    Ben obviously came to bed at some point in the night later, because I woke up next to him :) we were on single matress in one of the spare rooms and during the night, someone came into the room and threw four condoms at us :P (new ones still in the packet). We're pressuming it was Dick.

    Then Sue, Johnno, Ben and I had a great barbeque breakfast, toast, eggs, bacon and kebabs! :D *licks lips* We stayed for a while talking, a while being all morning. And just now Ben and I have got home and I'm just installing Photoshop CS on my PC. Then it's fanlisting and domain makeover time! (I'm going to make another new layout for Christie. It's layout just isn't up to par with Helena's at all =/ *love Helena's muchly* ♥

    Damn LJ! They don't have a hung-over smiley!

    current mood: hung over

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    Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
    3:18 pm - PARTY! PAH-TAE!
    Tonight looks to be an excellent night! First up, Ben and I are going to my cousin, Erin's engagement party for a few hours, then we're going over to Mic's for Sue's birthday!

    ♥ ♥ ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE!!! ♥ ♥ ♥


    The engagement party is neat-casual, so I'm just wearing my dark hipster jeans, my boots, a black singlet with silver edging and this cute little ribbed/crocheted cardi. (It's one of those half-size ones that go to just past your bust and hang open ♥) *whispers* Mum bought it for me just this afternoon ;) thanks mumma-bear!

    It's going to be great. I'm so hyped ^-^ So needless to say, I won't be online tonight until very late; ie midnight or later :P til' then loves!

    current mood: cheerful
    current music: Utada Hikaru - 'Automatic'

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    2:00 pm - D.I.L.L.E.M.A ~!!!???
    OMFHGWTF do I do??? I just realised that the Tina Armstrong fanlisting was closed and is now open for application but I just applied for Lisa La Mariposa! :O Should I apply for Tina too, any way? Or do you think TFL will definitely reject me anyway, seeing as I already have Helena and Christie???

    Help! Opinions needed! I wish I could have Lisa and Tina... then I'd have 4 DOA female character FL's! :O *dies and goes to Heaven* ... *grumbles* I DESPERATELY WANT THE KASUMI FANLISTING!!! Damn the girl who owns that! She's got it on a free host with a crap-ugly layout! >=[ biatch. And she never updates *hmph* I'd take so much better care of it.

    current mood: blah

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    1:58 am - Life Imitates Art...
    Because [info]omame pestered convinced me, I designed and uploaded a new layout for the lady heiress Helena Douglas fanlisting, Angel of Music! I'm extremely pleased with the result! *happy tears* ♥ I spent most of the later part of the day, and about three hours tonight, working on it! So, tell me what you think? :3 AND again, it looks great in both Firefox and IE! *cheers*

    And for the rest of my life... )

    current mood: peaceful

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    Friday, April 21st, 2006
    11:45 pm - Tired of Dreaming...
    At least I'm gonna know what's it's like to be alive! ~ Alive; Sam.

    Since waking for the second time, mum's come around twice, once to pick up my medical papers, and second, to drop off some much needed soft-drink and groceries. I ♥ you, mum! :D (She's just so damn great!) *nods*

    Aside from that, Suz, my younger sister called this afternoon. It was really random, and just fantastic talking to her. I love her so much. We're alike in nearly every possible way. We think the same, and nearly look the same :P (More so when we were little!) Then mum called and apparently my dad's stormed out the house, taken the car and disappeared. That dear father of mine is so melodramatic. Now... I wonder where I get it from??? xD

    I've cleaned the house, had lunch and am now waiting around for Ben and his dad to get home. Hopefully this weekend will be alright. We've going to visit grandma and poppy this evening, to see Ben's mum, who's in town for a few days. It'll be my first time meeting her. I hope she approved of me. Even though ultimately I don't care if she hates me; but it'd be so much easier for everyone if she just at least tolerate me ^-^

    Then on Saturday Ben and I are going to my cousin Erin's engagement party, and then Sunday'll just be a nice slow day looking after Seraphim :) I got her lollies ;) YAY! Hyper baby :P

    Well I think that's it for now. I'm going to go check the mail and wash up the plate and knife I used for lunch =3 Talk to you all soon, my sweets ♥ *mwah*

    current mood: chipper
    current music: Samantha - 'Alive'

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    9:04 am - Go Away World.
    Yes, I am awake. I've had breakfast. And now I'm going to sleep. I'm too tired. I have a shit load of paperwork to fill in for my job and for hospital. I'll be on later today.

    ... when Ben's dad is here *shudders* He's staying the whole weekend too u-u"

    current mood: tired

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    Thursday, April 20th, 2006
    11:50 pm - *puffs up already adequate chest*
    I feel very accomplished at the moment, and it's a wonderful feeling! Want to know what all this chest puffing is about? Well then look no further then Murder at Midnight!

    I spent quite a good while making the layout, coding and css work acceptably for both Firefox and IE! *proud* And I think no matter which of these said browsers you use, my Christie fanlisting looks great!

    *Pssssh* I also added four new codes that I think are the sexiest yet! If you look at the 2nd and 4th codes on the last row, Christie looks a fair bit like Ashe of FFXII! ^-^ She's so pretty omg. I'm pleased. So very pleased.

    So what do you all think? I know the layout looks simple, but I just love that look. I don't know what made me think of it, but it just works :D

    *meanders off into the big wide world of dreams* ♥

    current mood: accomplished

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    6:39 pm - Fannnndddoooom ... d00m? xD
    Utterly random, but I just thought I'd let everyone know that I'm keeping my Helena Douglas and my Christie Allen fanlistings! :) I'm still in divine love with Angel of Music's layout, but Murder at Midnight is getting a revamp! ^__^ *trill of excitement* No more giving up on my Kill-For-Fanlistings! xD ♥ Come to think of it, I kind of wish I had one more DOA heroine fanlisting! o_O" OMG. I'm totally going to make the Lisa La Mariposa fanlisting! *grin* I'm such a DOA tool :P *goes to apply*

    current mood: hyper bouncy

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    6:33 pm - Attention: [info]awakenedpoet !!!
    Heya Bobbi,

    Just wanted to let you know I've zipped and uploaded my entire DOA4 fanlisting for you to download :) CLICK HERE.

    And I know this sounds stupid o_O" but could this be like a babysitting arrangement? You adopt it until a later date when I get my shit together? I'd really appreciate it. That or you just keep it for you and at least I know it's gone to a great owner ♥ ♥ ♥

    Let me know when you've downloaded the .zip file so I can take it down :)

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